10th of Jan 2011...A brand New Year

oucttttttttttttt
hmm
last friday i was so upset and felt lot of pressure..
regarding whats???
that's about my career...
i kenal WARNING from my senior colleague...
cause i always sleep late to work and i still havent hit my target yet...
after i get lot of troubler cause my client need the product urgently
and my company processing ISO so can't do it..
lot lot lot of troubler and my phone keep on ringing for nonstop
FCUK
i was so so so emo at that day
however at the same day, there's my bro birthday,
i must go and celebrate with him and use lot of money
now i am totally BANKRUPTCY....
who's care? nobody

bla bla bla
bla bla bla
saturday and sunday gone...
3 days use RM300 for nothing....
gosh..

today morning i early morning back to office...
ON time...but i don dare to get in office cause of friday's case..
at the end i went also...
my senior colleague ask me to have a small briefing with him..
he ask me to plan my daily schedule and do it...
so start from today i promise myself i must do it..
he help me lot and i don want to disappointed him and myself also..

Let's START it right now...


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-Isaac Takashi-
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A Stress & Bad Year..2011

IS ME!!!
this few month keep
DRINKS - DRUNKS - DRANK
What's a good life right?
Sigh...><"

Recently i am so EMO
felt depress of my job..
Confuse of it..
even though not my fault but also let my client ( Diao )
sometimes i already arrange to my client
but my driver and my factory's worker
always give me alot of problem...
they just do whatever they like..
SHIT..

is it my problem?i can't control it?
or my arrangement is not GOOD?
oh no..how to solve this problem?
my sales is low and haven hit the target yet...
i need to be more aggressive and hardworking

Everyday also got some problem to solve to fix...
everytime also different..
Because of this my client not that HAPPY to deal with me anymore
i am so headache of this problem now...
HELP HELP HELP

FCUK lar

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Isaac Takashi
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A Whole New Year 2011

Hi everybody
long time didn't come back to my blog already, my home, my soul
seem like all of my blogger's frens is missing...
miss all of Your much
hahahaha

well at the past year of 2010,
i'm not living good at all,
economi, love and friendship
i hope that what i wish will become the
TRUE

As i said,
i HOPE and i WISH
ALL the BAD leave it on 2010
&
BRING all the GOODS to 2011

is that alright with all of YOUR?
yes i think so so ON...

i will start to write back my blog....


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-Isaac Takashi-
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修身-齐家-治国-平天下

These few days also raining...

and

make me felt so lazy..

don wanna wake up to work...

keep find excuse to absent...

OMG...

however i also got to work but sleep late...

my life like meaningless...

my boss ask me to read more book

to be mature..

to learn how to being a human..

to understand what's human

if i can do

修身-齐家-治国-平天下

that's means i am a successful

i am trying my best to do so on...

it's not easy...

my brother..

i knew he's heard wat i said....

he's keep on hardworking..to improve himself..

i can see it..can felt it...

few more days to go..

the doctor got to change my brother to theraphy center..

Help center..to making him walk and talk...

at the same time..we got to 24 hour take care of him..

cause there's don have enough nurse to take care him well..

me and my youngest brother will take care for midnight ...

hope everything will be okie...

ya..hopefully...

god bless

-Isaac Takashi-

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hi guys,

few day never update my blog...my life already ya...

this morning i went to hospital to visit my brother(Edison Aoki)

cause my mum bringing grandpa to sunway medical centren for checking....

when i was arrived hospital...

i bring the porridge up and buy a 100plus for him...

but i am late cause the nurse is feeding him by milk..

so wait second round my mum only feed him some porridge....

Hong why u still don wan to talk?u already can talk......

you must psychology urself....

said that u can talk..can walk..can do watever u want....

must do that..we will support u ever & ever...

I talk alot to him....trying to psycho him...

to make himself stronger and stronger...

den i check his pampers...and ask nurse to change it...

cause wet already...the tube run out..nurse ask me to help...

i can felt that Hong very shame and feeling so hard when we help him to change it..

he keep tried to use his hand to block those important part....

but failed...

i told him..don worry..is okie...

if u don wan we change it and clean it for u...

u got to talk and move...so that u can do it urself...

keep on psycho him.... i saw that his butt's skin become gangrenous...

that time my heart feeling so sad and pain...

it's like million billion of sword was pierce in my heart....

At once, my tears was automaticaly dropping.....i cry...i felt that he was so pain..

den i put some medicine on the skin...

after i help him to cleaning his face and surface body....

then i told him..i got to go already...cause i had made an appointment with other...

den back to office and do my thing....

and giving him a goodbye kiss..

-Isaac Takashi-

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Tiring...

these few days i was so lazy..xD

everyday i stay at home and sleep until quite late...

cause my boss went to china already...

back office also no point...

that's why i holiday myself..

wkakaka

actually

not that happy..cause boh money ma.....

yesterday someone asked me....

what i need??

what i want??

i said

Money

but she said that...

Money can't ever buy

LOVE

RELATIONSHIP

FAMILY

TRUE HAPPINESS

FRIENDSHIP

.......

i don know what to say..

eventhough it's true

but no money no life...

no one will feel that u are so pity...

you got to get money by yourself...

at the end...

Money is important

but doesn't means it's everything...

Human Being is that reality....

everyone of us got to workhard on it..

One more thing that make me headache..

wanna cut hair boh?

hmm..

my hair already short but i hope to cut it..

but boh money le..cut 1 time RM 30 eh...

see..

Money is so important..xD

forget about it..

MAN MAN LAI...

-Isaac Takashi-

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Raining Day .....

what was happen during these few days?

lolx

the story is coming....

saturday i didn't go anywhere..

my gang separate by 2...

1-going to genting -bok sat-

2-stay cheras leisure mall (station 1)

hahaha..

that night really so happy..

we drink like RM5xx .00

don know drink how many jug of beer already..

that night i get drunk...seriously drunk....

feel so nice...sleep like pig and dead .....

den wake up another new days..

repeat and repeat all the thing few month already...

going hospital at the same time...visit my brother..

this morning i was late...i sleep sleep sleep...

nevermind...boss went to china few a week..

so this week i'm free...lolx..

but i go to be proactive...must behave myself and move move move

GOGOGO for my GOAL but not world cup..hahahha...

hopefully the economi is keep on this situation...

that's good for me to deal with all the supplier and buyers....

GOOD LUCK

to

myself

-Isaac Takashi-

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